12.31.2009

Bipedal Burglaries

So delicately
we deliver the workforce
from our wombs,
later'll feed
and clean after
the farmers and feral

what more?
break our backs
for the cracks
in the sidewalk!
cure AIDS
with our virgin vaginas!

mechanical missionary mechanical all fours mechanical child-bearing mechanical child-rearing we are machinary, juxaposed to function as so. our skirts made for looking under, easy reach. our tits aesthetic. our gentalia revered, more so than its attachments: BODY & MIND. Our leftovers used to sow seeds. OH, but the sight'll spring! cleaning commercials circa afternoon soap operas. strip tease. secretaries.Latin American mine workers and their soft headed babies, 13000 ft high, so close and so far from Heaven...Glory! No matriarch's hem to hide under,

Only your own now.




carry a pocket knife
for each breast,
a Molotov cocktail
for each man,
and a liver
to filter out what comes after:
dread. too many of us raped
with only more to come,
can't even match his dollar
in our wallowing wage labor

but he was a twenty yr old, Blonde haired blue eyed angel! Handsome devil! but it felt like all the other times before! habitual horror! pleasure? will never feel the same, again. no fixing it. but we deserved it! too smart too poor too powerful, we deserved it had it coming.

now its gone.

Appease Me

oneee innn the s a m e: 
RollercoasterFuckFruitpieAcidtrip (Radical releases  finally)
TheCity&TheWild (Similarly called 'H O M E')
13 Galapagos finches is to 6 and a half billion human heralds,
Atomic microphones speak akinesia
                                    Nothing new to create 
Nothing old to destroy 


SO, what will it take to get those eyes up 
From the cemented path,
Pitiful with cracks, graffiti, and chewing gum?
To get a shout or a shake?    It'd be so good to see you!
Would it take Ejaculation G-Force Sugar Hallucinogens? 
Do you desire to be both singular & plural? 
You were! You are! You will be!

What are you doing?
Everything! 
Pleading it as something or nothing
Got it all wrong Get off ALREADY
BEEN PLEADING IT SO
Don't stay heavy BOIL rather
Red face matches heart blood and insides, naturalized
Finally yes finally finally
(though pleading it not to be final)
HumanityEcologicalEarthUniverse C U M S .

12.14.2009

2dollarbills IRONED&FOLDED

you are it

POPPY-EYE'D PLEASURE GENDER

PLEASURE for pain

Long Lashes 10 cm DILATED

No good clitoris: All tissue &nerve & war

Post-marked tits: Going going GONE

TAKE it LEAVE it give it away for a holiday

for the strong or faint or heartless

WE WILL EAT IT UP
naturally

We eat every last bit-

& swim in the sink with suds after

'TIL EACH DISH SHINES
beautiful breasts always look happy

OH DOES HE LOVE ME

slides down esophogus well
(where heartache seethes later on)

kept all inside LONGneckSOFTskinGLEAMINGgenetics

HALLMARK HALLELUJAH

with no sight

12.05.2009

And Consciousness?

MORALITY! where do these values venture to?
to live on the streets? hunt and gather in the wild?
how to ground myself now after being way up here?
i am dreaming but am told i am learning
striving for success this is the joke
rubrics! this is 40% needed!
that is 50% important! creativity is 10% valued! value?
yes, N U M E R I C A L value cemented for seismic waves
to travel through to stop Berkeley from shouting
& San Francisco's wild candor
Bah! but it was 10% needed!
no strife no NEED to mourn so I dream
the cloud cover, the only epoch to the suburbs.
the mountains, the only balance for feet.

Refunds

the kitchen appliances are gladiator colosseums
stand too close & yer brain's sure to go!
delicious plastic delicious radioactive heat
when you stand under the sun
makes a freeway racket
my sunbath doesn't feel the SAME
tastes ultraviolet GREEN

dark roofs hurl the light back into space:
"AYE! WE DON'T WANT YER SOLAR WASTE!"
& it costs PAPER bills for water
unnaturally stolen from under Colorado's skirt 
BUT she meant 'yes' when she said 'no'
& I am THIRSTY, again!

the fibers in the carpet are organizing,
ANGRY-EYED & knowing just what they want
it is terrifying could get eaten alive
the asbestos in the apartment walls are gossiping
they don't like my dress
NO QUARTERS FOR LAUNDRY
NO CLOTH FOR BACK
no person to make mine
when all these things belong to me
they yearn and cry bitterly 

all through the night and time and space 
'til the white of my eyes match the fridge
'til my stature matches the water heater, 
shaking madly and hunched over with lumps on our sides
'til the cavity of my mouth is the kitchen sink
man-made through and through














LORDLESS

Unromantic HAG!

Population explosion,
Violent horrors,
Moral ailments,
Concede genitals and genitalia

Was hoping you would call
And when you did
Could not quite take myself
From laying in bed
Under cotton sheets
Cigarette in hand
Utterly alone happily
Romancing knowledge.
I DO NOT KNOW A THING!

Do I even know now how it felt
Staring at distant lamp posts
In a man's bed,
Thinking about venturing to the ocean on foot
Just to see, breathe, taste, feel, hear
Something N E W

I do not want to know this

Living twenty blocks from the Pacific now
I dream of cricket orchestras
I sleep in no one's bed other than my own
And I concentrate sexual impulses
Into the silence you hear
High in desert mountain ranges

A DEAFENING VOID OF PLEASURE