Living's ruminative rule:
Know not what you're getting into.
Smothered, soft head and two feet
Warm still in a nest built for you.
But thought to be founded, instead.

Right when nature makes sense
Resplendent, fluorescent lights
Taste insane. You've been born, a bastard
Art of cellular division or rather a skin itch.
Nearly dead, feathered mother will soon write

Poetry with sound waves the same shape
Of your fingerprints. Father's broken voice is
Heard as it will always be with weeps
And screams, "Oh boy, a boy"
With red-stitched baseballs in irises.

Air-conditioner for adult comfort freezes
Wet salmon pink skin. And, you howl for mercy,
Though the wild doctor with strong hands will cut you
Loose, anyway. Instantly, you hunger, ache, pray
Until you draw from her breast,
Finally, formally introduced.

Rally the People with Earphones Lodged in their Left Brains

Twenty-something and sure of the world she's been given,
Her Facebook reads, "So sick of hearing political fights on the streets
About who is for who. For Christ's Sake, keep your vote to yourself." 

Like Paine when he picked up origami rather than proceed
With Stars-and-Stripes Liberty-and-Freedom jargon.
Such a better use of paper than his "Common Sense"!

Or, as Rousseau when he orderly formulated France
Into a hushed breadline, where everybody smiled after
Their half loaf and cooed in front of the obese king, happy.

Her Facebook is the modern Toussaint, using her elite
Technology to raise a nation to sit down without another
Sound. In the words of Toussaint, "Slave labor is a steam bath,

Fit for the mind and foreign cities. Be grateful to be useful!" 
He spoke no further, only signing what he was given and
Counting the days until he could return to Paris for croissants.

She has 24 likes, no chance of dislikes, and 15 talks
Going at once with family, friends, and strangers 
Her mother warned her never to talk to, but she's sick

Of the old political discourse. So sick of hearing,
"Who do you represent?"
She represents a body of one.

Monetary System

Holes in my shoes

and I am upset for my babies
Never will be able to afford them
or the Galapagos Islands
or senescent Costa Rica
or the holy borders of a meal
still growing from the soil

Great Romanance

Open 24 hours NIGHT DAY
Never a start or a stop
Pretty girls to show you to your suite
Smiling & awake & happy & not afraid or alone

Nearly half way out the door
Do you ever forget where you were going?
There is no one to tell you
So, you can not be wrong
But you feel wrong, anyway

That is loving
When you were supposed to stop loving
That is how it works
START STOP
LOVE LOSE LOVE

If he touched me
What would I think?
THAT CROOK
It could be fulfillment or death
He circles 'round again,
This time on two wheels
'Stead of two feet
Can he see this set of eyes?

What does he want?
One of the few things I have?

If I convinced him there was feeling here
Would he be gentle?
And then do I thank him for his business?
Tell him to come back soon?
With CROOK money & HUMAN genitals!

HOW IT WORKS:
LITTLE girls' spines retract
Into their LITTLE bodies
Into their LITTLE throats
Forever
Turtle in its shell
Phyllis Schlafly fear

But a crook is a crook
Crook hands Crook feet
One crook never likes another crook
Look sweet
Cement jaw
Sew together thighs
Count breasts

Fear & loss of love & caffeine
No trust & no love end up alone
That is just how it works

After a cup of coffee or so
They are hoping you will end up on the table
DANCING!
So nervous, you spill the sugar
It does not get past the regulars
Who insist on personal wake up calls
From your face
Come morning

And if they knew how alone you felt
They wouldn't have asked
Pretty and Smiling
Could not help but ask

Yes, a crook is a crook
(Maybe he thinks you to be off symmetry,
CROOKED)

Stay up all night & day
Thinking of all those men
& objects
& fear
& loss of love
& caffeine

Though, that is just how it works
Must work
Have to make it work
Commitment
Just commit
Must commit

BUT fear & loss of love & caffeine
Demand passing mountains

NOT your anatomy
NOT theirs or his
NO feeling NO need to stay awake
Or safe from all of this

When You Go

You would not find a young Rose salivating and peering across a candle lit table at a man. A young Rose would be found huddled over test tubes, science books, foaming chemicals, stones she had foraged for in creeks. She would laugh madly at her own mistakes, when substances busted or wilted right before her. Her romance was bubbling with numbers and reason. There was more to the world than we were being told. And that was her romance.

Rose was sexless for so long, more years gone without touch than not, because of nothing to do with Christ. For the record, she did not hate men. She loved them. A product of the sixties, she even loved women. Rose wrote poems, stories, drew pictures incessantly of the human body’s contours. It was the one fix she allowed herself to have.

There was nothing wrong with Rose’s body, hormones, or reproductive parts. In the first part of her adulthood, she had sex with many men and women between university lectures and lab experiments. And then, she discovered the biology behind making love.

Rose discovered the biology. She did not learn it. What they tell you is wrong. The truth: At penetration and climax, two lover’s skin cells bloom inside the other person’s body. The cells undergo a kind of zygote-less meiosis. They are yours. You are their’s now. The fate is sealed by his DNA rearranging yours. This is not romance, but science.

So many promiscuous souls, with Epicurus breathing into their ears, have made Rose the enemy for speaking this truth. She saw it under a microscope, dedicated decades to research for a deed she no longer did. Living across the street from her all my life, I am well scripted in her lonely hypothesis. I know it to be true.

Listen to your heart more closely. If you just listened a bit closer, you loose souls, you would hear it. You would hear it when laying down with someone new. The sadness you feel after making love is sound. You are hearing the crying of all your past lovers, stuck mutating somewhere inside of you. Emotional cancer.

I myself have not laid down with a man in a decade. In all my life, I have slept with three men. Those men are known by their crying now and by nothing else. I hear them whimper every time I am sexually attracted to a person. I am like a man who feels a zap at each erection.

At thirty-nine, my hair is long with the ends trying to run away from the head they belong to. I am going grey; and that’s fine by me. There is no one else to ask ‘is grey hair okay’ to, but my cats. I don’t think they mind. Many people who have known me make fun of the stereotype I have become. I love my cats, though. They are one of the few things I can touch without hearing the cries.

It is the day after Rose’s body stopped breathing. I am already lonely. She was my only friend. She died at such an old age that when people asked how she died, the answer was usually ‘old age’.

No person ever questioned it, but in fact, her womanly breasts killed her. She never had a child; so, the cancer came to collect her human body. Rose, the scientist, broke the biological breeding rule. The one that says nursing your child prevents breast cancer. It was worth it for her.

It is not worth it for me. One day after Rose has died, my ovaries are pleading for a child. The lovers inside me agree. Rose cried for children on her death bed. She kept howling, “give me my babies, God! I’ve been good!” So, now, I must make a baby.

Sitting on the porch, my eyes move from the male neighbor bringing in groceries from his car to the male landscaper who is clearly too fit and too young for me. The crying inside begins. I am aware of each heart beat, which drowns out the tears. Past lovers don’t matter. This is for thrill, conception, for Rose.

I take another sip of coffee, becoming aware that my teeth aren’t so good. Neither is my hair, skin, weight, I am dissecting and disgusted by my body. So, I decide to go to the bar just down the street. Legend has it that alcohol makes men loose.

When I walk in, a handful of eyes gaze to the noise the opening door makes. They all look away abruptly, uninterested in my entering body. I stuff myself in a chair, which takes more effort than it should have. The bartender is a female. It shouldn’t have let me down, but it did. Perhaps since bartenders are paid to stay there and chat, one would become interested in me…that was my train of thought. But females don’t have sperm. They don’t have what I need.

Four beers and two shots later (names of alcohol and beer left hazy), the universe gave me what I needed. It was a minute or so before it registers that I am sitting next to a tall, average-sized man (whose features are left hazy), while maintaining a conversation.

“Have you ever noticed how they always play love songs in bars? As if to remind us of our reasons to drink,” the man laughs harshly. It is such a harsh laughter that I knew he felt and heard his past lovers’ cries, too, when making love to others. We were the same.

I lifted up my glass, which may have been empty as far as attention serves, and exclaimed, “here’s to that!”

The next thing I know, we are in his apartment. I always thought lesser of people who used that term- ‘the next thing I know’- to justify their own misjudgment. It’s like a plea of insanity for the sane. But next thing I know, the tall, average-sized man with hazy features is rubbing me.

The feeling is one I haven’t felt in years. ’This is wrong, wrong, wrong’ I can imagine Rose say for one second. But then her voice is gone. Rose is gone. But the man is here.

I hear the cries, but I can’t think. He is rubbing me all over, making me want him. The cries are a symphony behind us. They are the love song in the bar as we groan about the last one gone. I can’t think about any of this, yet. Rose being gone- or my heartless sexuality being born. For every finger he lays me, I lay two on him, happily.

The crying of past lovers is real. They are apart of you. But as I am listening to them, grinding my way on top of a man I barely know, they are nearly inaudible. The sound is real, but I can’t comprehend the noise. No emotions. This is for thrill, conception, for Rose

I can’t think. Can't think. Is this the joy of sex?

I wished to love you, I did

Nina came as soon as you called
Ella licked the detrivore spores
Of mold from the set of dishes
Too dirty even for you to get to
Eventually leaving behinds
Though you could only know
The voluptuous kind that left
A windblown kiss and a smack
And poor Bessie had it best
Though there was never a thing to have
Lavender hash wouldn't make her behave
She heaved out of seemingly orgasmic heat
For the feel your vinyls' grooves beneath feet
Glass, wood, and flimsy whims crashing
At the wave of her hand your eyes wide
The gloss of water and loss like a boy
With a broken toy as her throat explodes
In violent, vibrant blue hues
That pulsates your astute, scarless skin
Finally kinetically stirring blood
As you say, "Bessie, some sensitivity?"
Mystified, she laughs to break another thing
She knows you will stride and seek
Another feline to sickly listen to her sing
Until her voice is deep with blues and blues

Domestica

Our first house as adults
No door but the front closed
Family dog came in night
In sleep in sex in nightmares
Can't think, sing, make music,
Masturbate without the hound
Hailing adherent and sad eyes
That sigh," Can't we go out
And be wild?" Guts writhed,
We wanted to be

"Kiss Him" Matching Shirts

On the sweltering waltz to work
They drone through ghetto jungle
Gyms, jagged with parentless children,
Who wear matching shirts, too,
But with less fairness
The men see that everyone must hustle
The impoverished alleys saturated
With noises of fireworks
All calendar long
The tireless lines of badges and sirens
But they have a brother
And with flea market cowboy hats,
Sets of matching shirts,
Font sizzled into cloth by their own hands
And grandmother's borrowed iron,
With clean pants pawned
From family holidays halted years past,
With their legs to take them,
And their livers to live
til the Southern Comfort leaves,
With only this they walk the streets
Pretending fame for five dollars
Per polaroid and without
Taking off these shirts,
They save more than those that do
As they return home 3 a.m.
Thanking god that they may cross
The bridge once, again
Bright flashes seared into sockets
Sprawling in front
Of their very same faces

Gutter Guns

Awe-soaked eye sockets
Of perfect blue and symmetrical
Geometrical planes of lids
On the man
Is a distract ion
A mysticism of testosterone
"Take away the welfare
And let the junkies die"
As he praises social Darwinism
with another Yuengling
All I can help to do is look
At how pretty his irises are
Or if I thought more
I'd slap him
Palms open
Eyes shut

Calisthenics

"Be glad you have limbs at all,"
So says Seneca
"No, no meaning,"
Asserted Satre to de Beavoir
In their well- adorned parlor
Smoking tar-soaked French
Cigarettes, speaking as so
Others might think it bickering
"Laugh at it- or die,"
Cackled Camus
And doing all
Or none of these things
The poets wailed through words
2/3 woe and 1/3 awe
Drunkards and damned
Artists sent streaks
Electrically frequent
For optical nerve to nay:
I see beauty but
I am not beautiful
It would sound sexier
In a romantic tongue ... I think
Therefore,
I am acting out, ranting, shouting
About government, God, and
What it all means
When the bug gnaws
At light green vascular thing
Just under the leaf-
When I finally pinch it
Between index and thumb
Will I even wonder who
Put it and its predator there?

Biographical Histories

Tony Stark, Iron Man,
Homeless manic over on twelfth,
Terrifying thug six foot seven stylish
In three hundred dollar shoes
Housewife, and whore all steal away
Time to think of themselves as philosophers frantic-
Ly figuring out the fade of blue and black
In their twilight sky but
The ominous values only speak
Of their own mistakable modern hues
None of the day makes sense
and they wonder
If they may ever say that out
Loud
And to whom?

Morning After a One Night Stand with Mortality

Naseau sets guts aside
When you realize
Bukowski's barf
And teary beers
Was your father,
Senator, Was you.
Who knew it was truth?

Milky Skies without the Milky Way

"Light parade everywhere"
-Ginsberg

They saw the light but the explosion was clandestinely one ominous oversight
Heat scatter clouding human brains with sunny Son soot of sprouting energy
that solemnly whispers, "Don't think. Don't leave the porch poor in the dark."
So you won't want better for Virginia Their biospheric bigot wanderlust
could be cured if they espied the stratosphere past smog
Cured by the cosmic if they could see meteorites as fragments of comets
Know their descent by the burning trails aflame in chemical stew
and bless the process and beg for luck
with the scene of red, white, and blue streaks of space litter still glistening
alive in their eyes. They'd see the light

Pacing Aisles

Wonder if he acts like my father
No, more like how your mother falters
Wonder if he looks too much like Bride
Oh, would the altar say it?
Wander if his dirty socks crystallizes
Love in athlete foot lava
Leaving only stable cleavages of stone
Wander if his puppy barks
With the harshness of awkward hertz
Or if the pup is black
And fades into the night
He may lift the veil to the dull luster
Of my bat eyes and think he sees me
There slowly stuttering over vows
When I am summoning daddy Engels
to speak his deep-pitched dharma
To ask the man if I ought to step off
This auction block
But the man speaks no more
Damned to wait, wade, wane, do I?
Do I? I DO.

Polished Aluminum Badges of Authority Dug of from Dirt

"We should have found you

a fellow; then you'd stay"

An educated high school principal

Earnestly explains to drop out deviant

With black painted finger nails

And frizzy Italian hair 

He mistakes for African,

Cuing him to think: it figures.

She lost her golden-haired 

Sapphire-socketed first love

So he could become Bukowski

As all young men must do.

She doesn't dare divulge,

"At 17, i see boys can't do a thing

For dainty intellect and crushing 

Cushion curves calling out for a life

Worth leading." So she took her GED

And found her nerves 

Were Ivy League.

Man's lover took a fatal slip 

Six fee under he counted 

All of the times they made love

Out of anger, anticipation,

Celebration, boredom,

Copacetic Sundays and could see

There were seldom moons they left

Unknown He let her go

And when you do that,

You become a ghost

Died promptly two months after

The orphans wer the only ones

Who didn't understand. Death

usurped further action, solely

Satisfied.

Broken tail light, body riga mortise

In the rear, bursting red eye vessels

Vow this is it! As police curtails

The woman on her way. She is 

Comely, Caucasian, long, curly hair,

Exotic, maybe mixed, looks like 

The first girl he had ever kissed

 and The officer observes:

She couldn't kill a fly

And would not dare try!

He misses the bloody and belligerent 

Battle to take back justice,

Which jaggedly sticks out 

In between her straightly set teeth

"Get that fixed" Forgetting tail light,

'Is he discussing my soul?" 

No, he lets her go

Salivating over tan skin,

White in eyes,

Cleavage caught when he stood over her,

Begging her for pardon, registration, and I.D.

Critical Caste

Was I good for you, social structure?

More to the left, language?

How was that, identity?

DOES NOT MEAN A THING!

The discourse is:

One million blades make a bed

Do not want to get mowed down

Oh god damn

When you are 70 degrees

148 heartbeats and quickening

with individual autonomy

You are finally FREE of subjectivity

Latex gloves Flourescent lights

A sensory holding cell 

With no love no heartbreak
No pop song stuck in head

Just breathing ecstatic
(for the sake of breathing)

Poetry and Painting for Sex

To be honest!
How was I to know
I would not drown and die ?
We would make it back to shore
Where they shipped sand from
My Gulf of Mexico homeland
To exclaim: this is a beach
Do you believe? picture the dark
blanket of water stretching
to all corners swallowing you
up to your middle and
for a moment
you think you've become
part of the sea. rolling waves
bring moonlight to you and you
see one suave shark 3 inches
taller, blonde and blue eyed
like a myth heard on tv
ricocheting silver fins
glimpse of knife blade teeth
He kisses you, brushes your breasts
Translucent in the night light
With his gill and coughs
To make you think of his immunity
And then he has his way you and him bob
Up and down holding on to the orange buoy
you think you are drowning
can't recall any capabilities
of swimming in water so deep
but feeling weightless stirs
a light-hearted, creamy grunt
and the cold-blooded fish finishes
what he was there for
his proud laugh bellows
all the way
to the tiny lantern houses across a sea
"I can't believe we did that"
Walking onto shore,
the life of your spine
Spills into him from your thighs
And he struts through time
An amphibiman. At first step,
"This lake never did see a meteor
Or glacier or earthquake
Yet it stands arsenic, mercury,
Bacteria and sand." Picture it.
What had I done?

Socialization of Postindustrial Sorcery

Lady Femininity, exuding sweaty, feverish hours
Now forgotten or frenzied for with her fat,

Pink caterpillar lips firm and handful thighs,
And ocean-wide eyes that may come to sag,

Cave in along cleavages. But she never forgets
Forging ancestral advice, "Honey, child,

You deserve to be better!
Drink men's masonic milk for sexier chess chests

That win you a porch worth a a damn."
Lady Femininity, Shiva, Madonna,

Mary and Mary, whatever her name!
My quiet, cold mother!

My misfit grandmother
Marinating jazz instead of marrow

the Lady knows it all; So, I read up
Chewed up contraception candy

Practiced come-hitheros and bitter
I-beg-your-pardons incessantly

Lurking behind boulder partitions
To exercise my magic in secret

While still chowing down
On a paid-for dinner and

A suave, tall suitor
As she taught

Power Trips

Ye Ole Holy Ginsberg walked Milvia street

Under this same, vast blue skied umbrella

Heartbroken by the same city block dominoes

Avoiding eye contact with the school boys,

Thinking nostalgically of past lovers during youth.

Could he have listened in on 

The homeless whole-heartedly swearing aloud

To no one but themselves

To see if they said his thoughts?

We share dirty pavements, dirty minds.

The man is dead, he is not anywhere anymore 

No revolution came, can barely whisper about it on the streets

This land is all marked up, I can't find earth

Just Capital and Labor, Garbage and Sex

But nothing I don't want these things. 

So, I walk Milvia street 

Under the vast blue skied umbrella

Heartbroken by the same city block dominoes

Avoiding eye contact with the school boys,

Thinking nostalgically of past lovers during youth.

In a getaway, I found Ginsberg's steps, "primitive" heartache. 

If there is no wild, where to stumble then?

Into bed for pillow talk preaching 'bout Lenin, Vanzetti, South Central LA? 

Ignite the population explosion with a two-child match and dashing husband? 

What path to pinpoint down and scuff up with bottoms of feet? 

Universe is a road map! Must be a road map!

Don't let us be wrong about this one now

Revolutions written down on paper spells: F O L L Y!

Absent-minded postindustrial fuck talks circles

Figure 8's for the deep-pockets

Straight lines to hell for the radicals!

There is no wild left for hiding

Only a bronze plaque is left by bureaucrats

At his cottage to say he once was here

Like C-dawg and a sharpie in a bathroom stall
But fancy

Semantics

Choose carefully t h e w o r d s

Assigned to this ?

These words

Are sounds or straight and rounded lines!

They are not this.

Have yet to feel them?

To be them? to do them?

Sounds and lines ESCAPE me...

NOW must take them,

Assemble noise to represent

To the man what he did,

What I didn't want him to do.

What did he do?

My words come out sweet

Jar in throat incarcerates intimidation,

Eyeing it as a prize

Choose carefully

or he'll never know what he did

Kubrick morality:

Grotesque for a good time.

He kissed sweetly and gently after,

Remained calm

In steadfast stillness and silence

Choose carefully the word

Assigned to this

The crowd will slur and coo

'Bout the sounds and lines forever

(Forever being only a WORD)

What is this? What was this?

Atentado VIOLENTO ao pudor

Have you yet to feel be or do such?

Words come out sweet

They don't come out at all

He'll never know

Whatagoodtime,Stanley

ARRR AYE PEEE EEEE

is not that broad, sunny light

mourning for christ

mourning for christ mas

morning

eyes shut

in disbelief

in inhumane sub-reality

not unlike my mother's womb

once was

ARRR AYE PEEEE EEEE: shapes taking up space

His human body after mine: shapes taking up space

What was this?

And could i keep it at a pronoun

If i did it proudly?

SAVE FACE that is?

Or ought i shout it when he passes,

So that the other girls don't go

and play?

Show & Tell

Tight wire dental floss

Drags out toxic times

This is cleaning up

Bacteria slime can no longer

Stow organs for their own keeping

Mime to those surrounding

What you find

What we keep quiet

Is the best to know

Could stop a riot

Could see into others eyes

And count their losses

Could look straight into the sun

And not become blind

However, sublimely

We waste the string and

The rinds caught between teeth

We keep them secret

Humanity reaped by waste

So, that you may walk

Bemused by the backlash

Of your own thinking,

Completely

Alone.

Patriot

A short story depicting how we are all secretly deviant.


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Once We Grow Up

From here, there's but only progress

Always breathe from the belly

But nonetheless always always progress

and yes, make that one request.

i will think of the words 'onward forward'

until the sounds are senseless. synthetic paralysis

of my own damned doing. dear lord, i confess

i neglect such progress. naked in the glades,

snoring under a store's stoop, 'onward forward'

conquest!

Imperial eye bashed in the barbarian brains

Bring them christ!

Off with their heads, possess the chess board's squares

And press time and space into

Greenwich, International, imaginary lines

Expressed with paper: Treaties and treasures!

Dance without knowing the planetary steps,

The source of our food, the atoms under skin

holy are we!

slowly, nonetheless, the earth,

whose life like the groundhog was left on repeat,

by your hand, digested the savage mammoth ; savage polar bear soon

though protests its own self with progress,

sparing the stable soil always always molesting molecules for higher order

normal natural in the span of a hundred mya

maybe we can make a deal invest to get the best

spare us

Aware of each new expression coming on,

My mother professed this progress

To be holy and spared

so I, too, may be holy and spared

Gave such great care for those first few years

Yearning to forget that glass of wine before bedtime

A qualm with the patriarch ending in damned distress

Thoughts of what it was all for

Yearning even more to undress these demons

More or less progress was the deep sea

Not impressed, For good nutrition and convincing company,

She attested, "Go live your own damned life!"

Onward!

Forward, where to go from here?

An evening prayer would not leave me spared

i was never holy only hungry

christ was drinking grape juice and eating bread

progress surpassed by the angle of the sun

and how it infests that particular time of day

yes, eighty more years here as a guest

with the finesse of a flat line

in the breeze at shore under florescent lights

gliding through the glades and

ushering the underside of store stoops

savage!

She'll Be Comin' 'Round the Freeway Bypass When She Comes

The city limits stow away family friends lovers in
Neatly organized neighborhoods of cells They sit
And they wait for their detainment to end for
The light day when we can wholesomely whole-
Heartedly lead lives together, again
Watch television to soften my absence
until then. Loved Ones, City Slicking Crooks
Of morality who take from third worlds
Never sought or defended who take
From the Dearest disinergrate
who never sought or defended for there
Were too many things etched into concrete
To do's Brain chemicals subsequently
Boiling to prevent ensuing danger
Eyes crookedly spinning
Back and forth for stardom, safety, love
Freedom YOU Jailhouse Company,
Taste buds soak in light pollution come night
Burning ozone ash and the stink
Of a million other men who may seek you out
But never defend you against the slime
Of humans who only walk talk like humans
Uncanine like dogs Cats who cry on the dime
For dinner because they can not seek food
Or defend against the hunger
Assaulting fault lines in quaking, caving bones
They die domesticated

Learning Complacency

Five comes after four ten more and it's fourteen
But not fiveteen but rather fifteen the young chap
Spins in numbers, new to the art of order
Sitting on the fattest and last branch of the only tree
In Tulip Grove apartments strip of grass called lawn
The boy eyes the rows of cars stacking themselves
In order promptly at the stop light He begins the count
When the light's freshly red 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7
In another world he would be counting trees and shrubs
But he was past counting to one quite some time ago
And this was really all there was
Order counting calling objects by their right name
The cars contain no humans
They are red #1 white#2 blue #3
and nothing meant anything
more.