12.31.2009

Bipedal Burglaries

So delicately
we deliver the workforce
from our wombs,
later'll feed
and clean after
the farmers and feral

what more?
break our backs
for the cracks
in the sidewalk!
cure AIDS
with our virgin vaginas!

mechanical missionary mechanical all fours mechanical child-bearing mechanical child-rearing we are machinary, juxaposed to function as so. our skirts made for looking under, easy reach. our tits aesthetic. our gentalia revered, more so than its attachments: BODY & MIND. Our leftovers used to sow seeds. OH, but the sight'll spring! cleaning commercials circa afternoon soap operas. strip tease. secretaries.Latin American mine workers and their soft headed babies, 13000 ft high, so close and so far from Heaven...Glory! No matriarch's hem to hide under,

Only your own now.




carry a pocket knife
for each breast,
a Molotov cocktail
for each man,
and a liver
to filter out what comes after:
dread. too many of us raped
with only more to come,
can't even match his dollar
in our wallowing wage labor

but he was a twenty yr old, Blonde haired blue eyed angel! Handsome devil! but it felt like all the other times before! habitual horror! pleasure? will never feel the same, again. no fixing it. but we deserved it! too smart too poor too powerful, we deserved it had it coming.

now its gone.

Appease Me

oneee innn the s a m e: 
RollercoasterFuckFruitpieAcidtrip (Radical releases  finally)
TheCity&TheWild (Similarly called 'H O M E')
13 Galapagos finches is to 6 and a half billion human heralds,
Atomic microphones speak akinesia
                                    Nothing new to create 
Nothing old to destroy 


SO, what will it take to get those eyes up 
From the cemented path,
Pitiful with cracks, graffiti, and chewing gum?
To get a shout or a shake?    It'd be so good to see you!
Would it take Ejaculation G-Force Sugar Hallucinogens? 
Do you desire to be both singular & plural? 
You were! You are! You will be!

What are you doing?
Everything! 
Pleading it as something or nothing
Got it all wrong Get off ALREADY
BEEN PLEADING IT SO
Don't stay heavy BOIL rather
Red face matches heart blood and insides, naturalized
Finally yes finally finally
(though pleading it not to be final)
HumanityEcologicalEarthUniverse C U M S .

12.14.2009

2dollarbills IRONED&FOLDED

you are it

POPPY-EYE'D PLEASURE GENDER

PLEASURE for pain

Long Lashes 10 cm DILATED

No good clitoris: All tissue &nerve & war

Post-marked tits: Going going GONE

TAKE it LEAVE it give it away for a holiday

for the strong or faint or heartless

WE WILL EAT IT UP
naturally

We eat every last bit-

& swim in the sink with suds after

'TIL EACH DISH SHINES
beautiful breasts always look happy

OH DOES HE LOVE ME

slides down esophogus well
(where heartache seethes later on)

kept all inside LONGneckSOFTskinGLEAMINGgenetics

HALLMARK HALLELUJAH

with no sight

12.05.2009

And Consciousness?

MORALITY! where do these values venture to?
to live on the streets? hunt and gather in the wild?
how to ground myself now after being way up here?
i am dreaming but am told i am learning
striving for success this is the joke
rubrics! this is 40% needed!
that is 50% important! creativity is 10% valued! value?
yes, N U M E R I C A L value cemented for seismic waves
to travel through to stop Berkeley from shouting
& San Francisco's wild candor
Bah! but it was 10% needed!
no strife no NEED to mourn so I dream
the cloud cover, the only epoch to the suburbs.
the mountains, the only balance for feet.

Refunds

the kitchen appliances are gladiator colosseums
stand too close & yer brain's sure to go!
delicious plastic delicious radioactive heat
when you stand under the sun
makes a freeway racket
my sunbath doesn't feel the SAME
tastes ultraviolet GREEN

dark roofs hurl the light back into space:
"AYE! WE DON'T WANT YER SOLAR WASTE!"
& it costs PAPER bills for water
unnaturally stolen from under Colorado's skirt 
BUT she meant 'yes' when she said 'no'
& I am THIRSTY, again!

the fibers in the carpet are organizing,
ANGRY-EYED & knowing just what they want
it is terrifying could get eaten alive
the asbestos in the apartment walls are gossiping
they don't like my dress
NO QUARTERS FOR LAUNDRY
NO CLOTH FOR BACK
no person to make mine
when all these things belong to me
they yearn and cry bitterly 

all through the night and time and space 
'til the white of my eyes match the fridge
'til my stature matches the water heater, 
shaking madly and hunched over with lumps on our sides
'til the cavity of my mouth is the kitchen sink
man-made through and through














LORDLESS

Unromantic HAG!

Population explosion,
Violent horrors,
Moral ailments,
Concede genitals and genitalia

Was hoping you would call
And when you did
Could not quite take myself
From laying in bed
Under cotton sheets
Cigarette in hand
Utterly alone happily
Romancing knowledge.
I DO NOT KNOW A THING!

Do I even know now how it felt
Staring at distant lamp posts
In a man's bed,
Thinking about venturing to the ocean on foot
Just to see, breathe, taste, feel, hear
Something N E W

I do not want to know this

Living twenty blocks from the Pacific now
I dream of cricket orchestras
I sleep in no one's bed other than my own
And I concentrate sexual impulses
Into the silence you hear
High in desert mountain ranges

A DEAFENING VOID OF PLEASURE

10.30.2009

Industrial Indigestion

And there I go again

Getting caught under the market awnings

Swept off my pretty damn damsel feet

By the pavement cement and glass

Material commodity everywhere I go,

Civilized!

Love-Sex, everywhere

Every where I go paths to tell me where to walk

How to get home

How to get lost

Who laid these down 

To cage the grass and liberty


The wild is the only space

Left without capital-labor fuck

The wild is clean


But THIS is the market

A nineteen-year-old female

Who has not showered in one week

Moreover, who regularly rides mass transit?

Socialist! going un-crucified. more so, liked!

DIRTY 


Surely, this can be resolved

Pick cattle from the crowd 

We can lie down

Play house, the romance of private property!

Purchase battery-operated brains

And procreate

Barbarian 

Inching irresponsibly too far into the feeding pool,

A wild heart prone to suffering in the streets

Smiling and sighing

Pulses ricochet undisciplined

Beating blood barking through veins

To know you are alive

Do you not know?

Did they not tell you?

Come to your senses. 


5.31.2009

chivalry

Handful of young ass just skin fat tissue animal cells blood
But he had to have it
BABYGIRL ass
BABYGIRL skin fat tissue animal cells blood
She knew the way her body felt in the palm of his hand
She felt it
All followed by a firm squeeze from his muscles nerves brain
SIR PLEASE!
pussycuntvagina
backwardsbentoverallfours
Verbal diarrhea,
Stunk of Maker's Mark
Got her in a corner
Spouting out the 'babygirls'
BABYGIRL C'MON BABYGIRL
PLEASE SIR PLEASE
Handful of young ass
A red toaster
Newest model automobile
Shiniest, toughest foil for food
Shirts that smell like the store hangers still
Had to have it
Couldn't not have it
She knew it She felt it
Only begged, "SIR, this is just another body"

IN THE WEEDS

Midnight
Good Morning
I make coffee more fearful than ever
Exhilaration? 

arrival and departure

MISTER Robert Flores
MISTER Thomas Leonard
BLUE BELL TRUCK DRIVER
(with thick country accent & southern pride),
Please tell me where it is you are going,
What mountains you are about to see!

Long night?
Long travels ahead?
What does HOME look like?

OH!
The Grape Vines! The Mojave! The Appalachians!
Blue Ridge! Smokies! Rockies!
I am dreaming, again.

Went & forgot your name.
You got so irritated & hurt.
Just wish you could understand.

Please come back soon.

5.30.2009

Ecocide

The ends of fingers have gotten heavy
There are no ridges of sand at the bottom of the water to feel
And if there was
The ends of fingers have gotten too heavy to lift and touch and experience.


They have been landlocked for years in the spilt insides of the Appalachians.
The interstates and accents and God make the water stand still
So no body ventures down stream, through the canal, out to the ocean;
Though, brain cell fog and heartless optical nerve spite staying and loving.


Simulated fish swim away from each other in frenzy.
Salt in the water breathes righteously, 
knowing simply and fully all of it, everything
The creator, tiny and infinite and CELLULAR.

3.01.2009

fifty-fourth avenue parading by

you know you know you know
primates to robots,
what do you know?
summer has to come

 
that male's profile does not over joy me
it is clear 
leaving and being left:
i remember
in love condensation
on this late winter night
but what do i do?

funny
the scheme of things
robotic thoughts 
set to strip malls bowling alleys and stoplights
primate feelings
set to centuries of the primitive wild
we leave it and let it leave us


the audiotape goes to scratch
it's the way the conversation goes
let it pass
all the trees are dead
what to look at in wonder without thought? 


scribbling in the backseat of a car,
all you can say about that one
is silent in the subliminal design
on a white truck
of a popular postal service company

there is no wonder